Music

                          Farcry

A collection of songs about growing into yourself, longing for connection, comparison, insecurity, and the strange beauty of simply being here. Each track captures a different feeling from adolescence and early adulthood, the masks we wear, the people we compare ourselves to, and the moments that remind us who we really are.

Castle Keep

Castle Keep is about changing yourself to fit in. It explores the exhaustion of wearing a mask every day, becoming a version of yourself that feels easier for other people to accept. It’s about slowly losing sight of who you are underneath the performance.

Death Of A Traveller

Death Of A Traveller is about the feeling of not being enough, looking upwards at the people seemingly further ahead, their achievements playing out on the biggest screens, and wondering why your own life doesn’t look the same.

But beneath that comparison is something gentler: a reminder that life itself is an achievement. You have already travelled further than you realise. You have experienced, survived, loved, laughed, hurt, and simply being here means you’ve already done something extraordinary.

Can’t Laugh

Can’t Laugh captures the yearning to be seen. It comes from those school environments where the bigger, louder, more popular groups seemed to exist under their own spotlight, while you watched from somewhere in the distance and wondered if you’d ever belong there.

But alongside that longing comes self awareness, the recognition of your own flaws and the quiet realisation that maybe, even if you reached that spotlight, things wouldn’t necessarily work out the way you imagined.

Crush

Crush is the cinematic feeling of falling intensely for someone. That rush of yearning, anticipation and possibility where everything suddenly feels brighter, more dramatic and impossibly exciting.

It’s about enjoying the feeling itself, the butterflies, the fantasies, the little moments you replay in your head. Sometimes wanting someone can feel almost as good as having them.

Never Goes Away

Never Goes Away explores a feeling that can arrive during adolescence and somehow refuse to leave. A dark cloud that follows you through the happiest moments, something you desperately want to shake but can never quite escape.

You can have everything around you telling you that you should be happy, yet that feeling remains somewhere in the background. The song is about learning to recognise that shadow and the frustration of knowing it may always be there.

The Heist

The Heist is about feeling underestimated when you’re young. It captures the frustration of working somewhere and knowing, deep down, that you belong somewhere bigger, that your potential stretches beyond the place you’ve been given.

It’s the feeling of being stuck at the bottom while already imagining everything you could become. A song about ambition, impatience and the desire to prove that you’re capable of more than people expect of you.

Up

Up explores body image and the lasting damage that careless words can cause. People can be remarkably quick to make comments about someone’s body, often without realising how deeply those words can sink in.

What might be a passing joke to one person can become something another person carries for years. The song is about that weight, the way a comment can change how you see yourself, your body and the space you occupy in the world.

My Person

My Person is the bittersweet, dancing in the rain moment of wondering whether your person is really out there.

It’s about watching everyone around you fall into happy relationships while feeling like you’ve somehow been left behind. You wonder when your turn will come, whether there’s someone waiting for you, and whether you’ll ever experience the kind of connection you see everywhere else.

It’s hopeful and melancholic at the same time, a song about longing for something you haven’t found yet, while still believing that somewhere, somehow, your person might be out there.